Keeping busy

I'm trying to keep myself nice and busy so that June 15th comes quickly. Tonight after work I went to the gym since DH is working another night shift and it's just me and the dogs at home. I met up (by chance) with my pregnant SIL and took a class with her. It was killer and I'm not sure I'll be able to make it up the stairs to bed tonight. I thought it would be harder to watch her progress in her pregnancy but she never rubs it in or even mentions it much. It's a relief not to hate her or resent my future niece or nephew. I want to be a good person and a great auntie. I really hope Dr.Laskin has good news for me, it's all I can think about these days.