D-Day

So today is the day. Dr.L is going to call me at 11:30am at home (I didn't want to be at work if I got bad news). DH keeps asking me if I want him to stay home from work (not his regular job but a "side job") to be with me for the call. I told him no because I'm not going to put Dr.L on speaker phone and so I'll just write everything down and fill him in tonight. He seemed pretty uneasy about it this morning so I'm willing to bet he'll be there when I go home for the call. I'm so nervous I feel like I'm going to puke. I have to pull myself together and see a bunch of patients before I can go home for the call.